nakakainis talaga minsan ang pagiging judgmental ng isang tao.
just because you have already proven yourself to everyone doesn’t mean you can just put down anyone who ranks lower, much lower, than you.
In my 4 months of being an SGV intern, I felt that I’ve been gaining weight tremendously, the reason why I wasn’t so shocked when I saw my records. Blame my pretty ates and handsome kuyas in the office who always give in whenever I ask them, force rather, to treat me snacks and drinks alongside the heavy delicious meals we have almost everyday when we go to the field/client. Kidding 😄😄 I’m gonna miss them so much. *cue in uber dramatic music here* Really, I feel so lucky and blessed to be able to know them. They were there when everyone else seems to be turning their back on us and their verdict was never biased towards those who are in the popular crowd and I’m gonna miss them for that. It’s like you’ve already been used to waking up to see them and spend the whole day working with whoever is assigned to be your “partner” for the day, it’s just so hard to stop doing what you’ve been used to yk? As much as we three don’t want to do this, we’ll have to bid them goodbye in a month and I can only hope all the best for them and wish to be workmates with them in the future! #randomdilemma #wtflongessay
I know I’m gay but I didn’t know I’m THIS gay. Hahahahhahahahahhahahah
My completed drama list has been shouting for some add-ons for the longest time and finally, I’m adding a drama that I really really adore to my list! In the past 4 years, accountancy has kind of obliged me to not do drama marathons anymore but I’ve been seeing My Love From the Star on TV whenever I pass by our sala set so often and it always makes me stop dead in my tracks to watch some previews. It’s a fantasy drama (I’d like to call it one because no one really knows whether aliens exist or not and if their behaviors are the same as those in the drama) and I realized that I love fantasy romantic comedy more than normal romantic dramas because nowadays, the latter bores me. I wish reality is a big fantasy instead, where a boy who flies to neverland and an alien who lived 400 years on earth exist. WHUUUT
Moving on.. I really like Ji Hyun. She resembles my fave korean actress Yoon Eun Hye so much and that makes her not hard to like. Soo Hyun, on the other hand, is really akk idk cute? He looks like my cousin tho and he annoys me (I meant my cousin) because whenever Soo Hyun smiles and butterflies start troubling my stomach and then my cousin’s face starts to appear before me, it makes me want to puke. So taboo ew. Anyhoo~ from episode 1 to the ‘realization’ episode, the two lovely idiots I mentioned just keep sending me weird feelings and as far as I can remember, only my taiwanese babies can have that effect on me so I officially declare (lol) that they are my new found babies <3 *throws confetti* The latter part just makes me cry continuously. This is what I hate about kdramas. They produce really heavy drama scenes and it keeps me awake overnight. How do I make myself sleep? I’m still crying because of all their heartwrenching goodbye-hello moments and it’s late at night and I’ve got classes tomorrow, quizzes even and all I can think about are my new found babies :(( My eyes are puffy and my neck stiff from lying on my bed all day long and crying over this drama. I just can’t think straight anymore. And why do I have this awkward thought na I’m waiting for Do Min Joon to appear? Like, to see me? Lol WHAT EVEN. Baliw na yata ako. Hahaha! I just realized that I still have ‘I don’t cry over sad movies’ on my description. Maybe it’s a sign that I need to update my blog when i have time. Looking back, I have indeed become mature in some ways. I never cried hard before but because I have become emotionally mature, I now cry over sad things like their extraordinary love.
This drama is one of those few that I wish there was a sequel to :c I want to know what else happened to them. Does Min Joon always visit Song Yi and for how long does he stay before he disappears again? How many months or years does it take him to come back to her? Did they have kids? Is it possible for him to stay on earth for another 400 years? And much more questions. They need to answer my personal curiosities or else, I’ll forever have this bar in my stomach. I read that there’s gonna be a film version of this drama to be released this year and I am soooo looking forward to it! At least, I can watch it prolly forever or maybe until they decide to make a sequel to it :c hur hur hopeless little aspiring accountant here. (Photo above is not mine)
I have dyed my hair like 5 or 6 times already since summer started and I have never had my hair this dry like everrr. Since my internship started, I have been killing my hair by ironing it every single day and dyeing it every 2 weeks which obviously gave life to the frizz all over. Whenever i touch my hair, i feel like i’m actually touching a paper. But but but, just this month, this green ‘hair fix’ pack (whatever its name may be) caught my attention while we were strolling at The Landmark. I read the description and it fits perfectly for my hair prob but since I have no extra money with me that time, I left it in the stall, totally upset. To my surprise, when we were hanging out in SMR last week, I saw that same green hair fix pack and instantly grabbed it and paid for it at the counter. I was so excited to use it that I didn’t mind me being tired from work and me possibly getting ‘pasmado’ if i take a shower while my body is still tired. Kekeke after using it, I can freaking feel my hair already. Yes, literally! It gave my hair extra volume and it made it super smooth! Can’t help but run my fingers through it until I fall asleep..
Yesterday, I redyed my hair from brown-to-red ombre to date+burgendy red. I don’t really like the shade I experimented this time because I find it too dark for my liking. I’ve always wanted my hair to stand out, not by how straight or flawless it is (because it, by no means, cant be a candidate in that category :p) but by its colour. So I always use the lightest shade of brown or red. Well anyway, I believe it will soon fade back to orange (it always does no matter what color I dye my hair). Might as well try to channel the inner Selina look in my hair this week :D
Honestly, i feel like i dont even know myself anymore. I need to do some soul-searching
Eye 9. Deep Down you are Intuitive. You’re the type of person who understands other people and the world very well. You don’t let on to how much you know. You can tell so much from someone’s facial expressions or tone of voice. And you always know when you’re being lied to. You show the world exactly what you want to show. Besides being good at reading people, you also know how you’re being read. You know when you’re being manipulated, and you know how to manipulate someone if you have to. You usually don’t resort to it though!
well yes, this is so me.
I miss staying at the library with my legs on the table while chatting with you guys, my bffs. :c
I miss rolling on the grass with you trying to get on me.
I miss the way we throw our phones on the ground and the farthest will have her free lunch.
I miss our SCRIPTED fights then at the end of the day, we’ll all laugh at ourselves for being idiots.
I miss how we end a topic with a laugh then we’ll heave a big sigh then we’ll look at each other then laugh endlessly again.
I miss those times when we try to sneak peek into our crushes’ rooms and have a look at them.
I miss the way we wave frantically at each other (after classes) til our silhouette disappear.
I miss our midnight talks via confe.
I miss our sleepover moments and our sleepless nights together talking and talking about countless topics.
I miss those times we eat together and we’ll share foods with each other (you guys are the only ones who make me eat others’ foods).
I miss how you try to comfort me every time i’m emotionally down.
I miss and love how you discuss about my flaws with me then at the end of the day, you guys will hug me tight to assure everything will be fine.
I miss how hard you guys tried to persuade HIM just so he would greet me on my birthday.
I miss the way you greet me Good Morning as i arrive at school.
I miss those times you tease me to HIM everytime he’s near.
I miss how we kiss and hug each other goodbye.
I miss our stat moments, when we doodle any random thing that comes to our minds instead of paying attention to the lesson.
I miss those days back when i have no time combing my hair, you guys will fix it for me and you even buy me pony and clips.
I miss our exchange gift moments.
I miss our jamming moments even though I don’t sing.
I miss the way you run your fingers through my hair when I’m sleeping on your lap.
I miss being a camwhore when I’m with you guys. And our video moments.
If i am to write down everything that I miss about my friends, i’ll surely won’t be able to finish it in time but for the record, i miss how they make me feel so precious and loved <3 :C And it saddens me immensely that i can’t do anything to be with or even just see them :|
Hindi naman siguro masamang magappreciate ng isang lalaki diba? Para kasing nameet ko na yung ideal man ko. It’s not everyday that I get the chance to meet someone na nakakasundo ko. Ang gentleman niya kasi. Mapagbiro din, pero not in a way na may ‘something’. Halata namang hindi siya interested pero he’s still nice. Yung iba kasi, super feeling talaga. Tsaka nakikinig siya sa kung ano mang sinasabi ko. Yung mga nameet ko kasi before, gusto puro flirt flirt lang. Ni parang wala silang care pag problems ko na yung kinekwento ko. Pero siya, talagang nakikinig tsaka galing magadvice. Too bad, may girlfriend na siya. Ang cute nga ng girlfriend nya eh. Chubby pero maganda. Ang swerte nya lang :) kaya hanggang appreciation na lang ako. Hahaha nakakatuwa pa kasi bibigyan nya daw ako ng pasalubong from his singapore trip. Kapal ko talaga manghingi. Sana lang, di niya makalimutan :))
I think when nobody has faith in you anymore, when everyone thinks you are someone you know you’re not, you have this tendency to live your life to what they mistake you for. Some people may be strong in the outside but most of them are emotionally weak. And when people start pushing them, being the weak person that they are, they just go with the flow accordingly. It happens to me every single day since highschool, but now that I’ve realized that I deserve to be here like everyone else, I’m not going to let them make me think otherwise. If people don’t like how I handle things, that isn’t my problem anymore. As long as I live my life to the fullest and as long as I strive hard to be happy, everything will be fine :)